Primela: a mess in my mind.
Looking back at my posts about him, i was genuinely happy.
I could blame myself for everything that went wrong, but in the end he has to realise. It wasn’t just me, it was both of us who made mistakes. We both drive the gap between us. I’m hoping that he would realise that his mistakes. cause if he started the friendship on a clean slate, none of this would have happen, maybe i would have shut my mouth too.
But obviously he doesn’t know me enough, and he never will. Betrayal and lies are the 2 things i can’t tolerate. He left me with no explanation and when i found everything out, he’s so quick to attack me and blame me for everything. I DID NOT blow things out of proportion. He really doesn’t seem to get it in his head.
It sucks that the feelings for him are still there and its sad he refuses to associate with me. Saying hurtful things is the worst. To think he would still confront me despite knowing i was very sick. I’m just wondering why is it so hard for him to say he hates me and wants me out of his life.
enough is enough.
